However, you are not a psycho for feeling all that, and it is not something to be ashamed of, and it is most definitely not how you are supposed to feel. It is like that feeling when you are going down the stairs and miss the last step - it’s falling, it’s unraveling, and it is the tightest knot in your stomach. You get all teary and hysterical for the most menial things, and you feel so ashamed afterward. You cannot trust your emotions anymore, and you cannot trust anyone else, for they, unknowingly, somehow trigger the worst of it. You lose all sense of yourself and sense of others, and it’s like living in a cocoon that’s not all fuzzy and warm but cold, uncertain, and treacherous. And it isn’t just feeling sad or lonely as it encompasses so many more symptoms, sadly, each of them being more bothersome than the last. Well, boys and gals, as of now, we all can be certain of one thing - depression isn’t just feeling blue for a day or two it’s more like blue is your whole existence.
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